Sunday, March 09, 2008

Again and again, this problem just keep holding on me...I know it is not a big problem as God have made His promise..but i am just I am feeling super weird now...i know that God have already made His plan for it..but it just keep staying in my brain...thinking of what would happen just make me scared...as the problem is getting nearer...i just dun have the courage of facing the problem right now...so much things is on my mind...i just simply can't let go...i know i have to put my burden on Him...but my action is not showing!!!!it just make me feel more annoy of myself...i have been waiting too long...but i know this is not my limit...he can still push me to the tip of the mountain...and i believe i can take it but is not me that i am concern...i just can't describe how i am feeling...is just not here or there...

I need to get back on track reading and having faith in Him to acknowledge that he is the only one that i can hear from and rely on..i am thirsty to hear more and more of Him but i just dun know where to start...this really make me feel crap...Life is so much an up and down...but if i get through this trial, he will be please...and i know i am surely one step even closer to Him...but is easy to say hard to push on...

I just need to learn how to let go of stuff that he shows me is not a problem as long as i put it all on his shoulder...