Living a life that HE wants!!!

After talking to the girls last nite i feel much better....and thanks for the prayer, advise and encouragement... i know the evil one have been attacking me using the big or small problems that is around me..may it be my emotional, physical and my thoughts..so that i might not be able to get closer to God...recently i have been lots of negative thought thinking i am not good enough, the things i do is so crap and blah...blah..blah...i didn't realize it until i share it with someone...i really got hit by something which someone said to me if u dun even love yourself how can u love others..i felt that is so true and i know that i have to start learning how to love myself so i dun find exhausting loving others...always eager to find out what is happening and i forgot i need to slow down and just let God have his way in my life with his timing...as everyone have a different season to do something and not too...really want god to hit on my head and say jojo can't u see how good i am to u and i really love u...

m--jojo--m at 6:41 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Woke up really early this morning...i was really excited to go to church...not sure whats the reason...but i dun have to serve this month so is quite relax..hehe...pastor Ted was speaking on refuel...it was about how to keep having energy without burning out...just like we have food everyday...we can eat a 3 days worth of food in one day and it would not last at all as we would still feel hungry the next day...cause food does not stay in the body...just like our fuel it wont last in our body for long as it will run out and thats why we need to refuel...And there are 5 main point for us to be refuel...but the main reason...is for us to refuel spiritually, physically and emotionally...keeping this 3 thing healthy...even though this have got nothing to do with my current problem...but is still really useful...

but what capture me the most was pastor Ted say that when God promise something to us we just have to gladly accept it and say thanks about it...that was the reason i have been struggling i am so afraid to say thank u and accept it as i was worry about things that might or might not happen...God is loving and promising...he promise that he will handle the situation and he did eventually...he can do anything...especially with what he have promise is according to his will...he will not go back on it...but even as more problem will arose or the situation didn't turn out well ,he will still bless me...cause he loves me...and he is a God that can do anything...all i have to do is accept his goodness and thank Him...and continue having Faith in him keep pushing on too him no matter what happens...i was really inspire by this word when i read the bible last night...it just blow me off...

REASON CAN PROVE THAT GOD EXISTS,
BUT IT TAKES GOD'S WORD TO PROVE THAT HE LOVES YOU...

Labels: Determine and persistance

m--jojo--m at 7:58 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Recently things have been falling into places for me...like school my problems and stuff that have been a huge issue in my life....I have not been so peaceful for a long time, good nite sleep was never even near me...but then a good news was break to me and i am very happy and excited...i know that my prayer and stuff was heard by God...but i am just struggling and confuse at the same time worrying about things in the future i would not know...i know that i have to live in joy and peace and give up following my impulse to figure everything out and learn to trust God to reveal the answers in His timing. God have bring me the good news i want to hear for years...i know is impossible for this thing to be solve but only Him everything is possible..i know he is slowly pouring blessing over my life and my family...but i am just so afraid to grab it...Arrrr!!!!This is so frustrating u know...sometime when tough time come i worry, now good things happen i also worry...oh man!!!i decided i should accept what God has plan for me...and be thankful what he have for me the good and bad...i am learning in my pace...

P.s:I really pray that i will be glad and thankful in whatever he have done for me...and continue to love him..cause what he have plan for me is always good...

i guess sometime we always try to figure out what we have choose or done is right or wrong but we never get the answer...God have already plan it for us and if we listen to it and obey to things He say everything will fall into places...

m--jojo--m at 7:31 AM