Thursday, October 30, 2008

I finish everything already but I dun feel that I am done... my feeling is just natural...so sad...thought I would be happy like over the moon...haha...but thanks to Tricia for coming in to class to model for my jacket... and I am very happy cause I always have the idea of the person fitting the garment not garment fitting the person...so when she wear it I just feel so good haha...cause she really looks good in it...so I guess for my studies might come to a closure for this year if I pass...but this doesn’t worry me anymore...recently I receive a phone call from home is not a good news and I have a lot of feelings and thought that I am about to burst but I was able to stay focus on the right things and very clam about this issues...I am really learning so much through this process and with the help of HIM...having faith that everything would be alright...but a lot of thoughts about stuff just keep flowing into my head...life is a roller coaster it goes up and down so fast that sometime u are lost at where u are and what surrounding u are in...and I am lost but I know I have God guiding me and holding on to me...my heart is really tore into two when I see this is happening to the people I love most...but i just know that everything will be fine but is so difficult not to think about it...i really am very grateful that through my hard time i have really great friend that are always supporting me...and it is a real encouragement to me...THANK YOU!!!