Tuesday, November 04, 2008

thanks to eunice i can drive and meet my friend till really late last night...as i went to sing K with my coursemate...i had a great time spending time with them...but i wasnt at my peak mode to enjoy singing and have fun...came home around 3 plus in the morning...when i woke up is already so late...wanted to call up the place for work experience but i think i will do it tml...just want to slack at home and do nothing for today...i really want to go back to the past when i am 3-4 when i still dun know anything and i am just trying to learn new stuff...everything in that world seems plain and peaceful...i really hate growing up and the more stuff u know the more worries u have...i know i am childish to say this but i really hate this kind of life that all day long u have to think about this and that...cant understand myself at all...confuse and not sure what to do next...so worry the next step i choose or decide would not be right...my mind is at war now with itself...shoudl i move on and just hack care about eveything...my pride my habits my dissapointment my confusion my uncertainty...oh man... Give me more time...i am not having the right mind now!!!